I am feeling lonely recently. I got so many things to tell. But I got no one to tell to.

I wish there is someone for me to pamper.
I wish there is someone to control of me.
I wish there is someone for me to nag.
I wish there is someone to tell me what he did everyday.
I wish there is someone to share with me his happiness and sadness.
I wish there is someone that I can busy for him.

I want to settle down my life. I am tired of single life. I am so lost of motivation of living. Especially after my second return from Italy. I am so happy to stay in Italy. Eventhough I don't have many friends there. Eventhough my family are far from me. But, I was much much more happy to be there.