I am so happy yesterday.

I myself had also put him down. Because carrying this burden is really not an easy thing. I learnt how to make myself more happy, because I still keeping a living concept:

I want to color my own life !!

One of the group picture I like. This is taken in a palace area in Vienna, Austria. 25th-26th June 2005.

This trip is a bit funny. There are 10 people in the photo. But, we don't go there all together. Half went by car, and another half by plane. I was supposingly to go by plane. But suddenly, there is a training to be attend on the Monday. So, I have to change my plan. Still going but not by plane, by car. I nearly not able to go. Luckily at last, we made it to go by car.

The journey took almost the same hour with Nice trip, 5hrs. We parked our car near the youht hostel, and took the underground to go around the town.

Vienna (or Wien) is a beautiful place with nice weather. The summer is earlier in Wien. By the time we were there, the weather is a bit hot and with a longer day. So, we enjoyed very much our trip.

In this trip, I
-went to the Danube river, the second longest river in Europe, in which the river crosses >3countries : Austria, Germany, Hungary, Serbia, Slovakia and Romania. And the cities that I been where the river pass are Wien and Budapest.

-ate fresh made apple strudel. :) There was a demonstration of Apple Strudel in the palace area. One day, I will make my own apple strudel.

-saw a lot of Mozart Chocolate shops around the town area. Mozart is an Austrian from Salzburg. To get to this place, it's still a distance. Since we cannot go to his hometown, we bought his chocolate. :)

-didn't manage to watch an orchestra here. But as I know, Austria is full of orchestra hall. There are a lot of musician from this country.

One more interesting thing is on our way to/fro Wien, we passed through Alps. On the way, I can see a lot of beautiful mountain with 'white head'. The top are mostly snow. Very nice scenaries.

I miss the trip. I miss the fun we had.

Let's start on my travelling trips with Nice, France. 2nd-3rd July 2005

Can you see how nice is the sea?
This beach is really nice. I like very much the sea color.. I never see such a beautiful color of the sea. When summer time, this rocky beach will be very happening and crowded. And there will be a lot of naked body lying on the beach. The time when we went here is not really summer, so, we saw only a few, not too much.

Let's talk about the girls in the pic. Me, JC and ShuFang.
Three of us are Malaysian. We are all colleagues. But, we knew each other in Monza, Milan. Before that, we do not know each other. In a very short time spent, we became very close and went for travelling together. I am very happy to know both of them. They are very nice people, and very talkative. Time spent together with them, I feel I became younger. :)

Regarding this trip, there were another 2 guys along. Both of the guys are Singaporean. Also newly colleagues that we knew while in Italy. We took about 5hrs to reach this place from Monza. Eventhough the journey is far, but in the car, we also had a lot of fun. It's really great to travel with four of them. Full of joy. Full of laughness.

I'm a bit headache now. Did I think too much recently? Relax Relax.. Don't stressed out myself.

Wish there is a door open for me. But, I closed every door that opened for me.

We will never satisfy.. Never..

I am feeling lonely recently. I got so many things to tell. But I got no one to tell to.

I wish there is someone for me to pamper.
I wish there is someone to control of me.
I wish there is someone for me to nag.
I wish there is someone to tell me what he did everyday.
I wish there is someone to share with me his happiness and sadness.
I wish there is someone that I can busy for him.

I want to settle down my life. I am tired of single life. I am so lost of motivation of living. Especially after my second return from Italy. I am so happy to stay in Italy. Eventhough I don't have many friends there. Eventhough my family are far from me. But, I was much much more happy to be there.

1stJune 2006
This picture taken in Matteo's house.
We had a BBQ in his house.

There are almost 20ppl present to the BBQ. My recipe for that event are satay and coconut pudding. Both are done successfully. Another time I left a good impression for my colleagues. :-)

The guy in this picture is my closest 'friend' among all my Italian colleagues. Bello Farina. He has a beautiful eyes. Light Blue in color. And his explanation of getting this kind of eyes is to eat the grapeseeds. Hahaha... Just a reason. He always got something to say about everything.

I like to talk to him. He is funny. He is Expert. He is multi-tasking. He is fantastic. He is fun to talk to. He is helpful. His english is not bad as well. In year 2005, I always had coffee talk with him. And normally we talked until everyone others left the room, left only two of us. And we still continue talking.

In my third week, which is also my final week for the second stay in Agrate, I go back with his car everyday. 223 is the car number. Volkswagen Touran. He can never remember his own car number. Until I remembered, and told him so many times. Now, he can even remember the whole plate number, CX 223 HZ.

During the BBQ, me and him drank a lot. I think we drank 4 different types of wine/liquor. With him, I can drink as many as I can. Because drinking with him, I felt safe. I know he will take care of me if I really got drunk. And I know he is a good drunker, so, anytime, anywhere, he can drink more than me. This is for sure. Also I remembered when I brought him to Jonker street. It was raining night. We went to Geographer to have beer. We drunk one bucket. And of course, he drank 3 and I 2.

Hehe.. Nice moments.

June's bride. I ever heard most of the people want to become June's Bride. I still don't know what is the reason to be June's Bride. And don't know why, I also want to be a June's Bride. Haha..

This is my secondary school friend's wedding. 2006 June's Bride.

Sigh... What had happened to me? After so long, I am still single. Am I really that choosy? Or maybe I still not yet let go of something. I really don't know. Can someone out there please tell me what is going on to me??? I really want to know.

3thJune 2006 - My second return from Milan, Italy

Flight: OS518 (Austrian Airlines)
0800 Milan Malpensa -> 0925 Vienna
1055 Vienna -> 0355 KLIA

The taxi is booked at 4am from Cosmo Magnolia Residence to airport.
I woke up at 3.15am. All my luggages are packed the day before. So, I woke up and took a light breakfast. I left Cosmo sharp at 4am. And arrived at the airport at 4.45am. I checked on my flight to see which counter to head to. OS518... 0800... What I saw was, CANCELLED!!!!

I checked on all the shcedules at that time, and there is no another flight from the same airline. Uh noo..... What to do.. What to do.. I searched on the airline counter, but I cannot find. And the information counter is not yet open. Uh... Who I can call to ask for the information?? Call back to the travel agency?? Call to my colleagues?? no no...It's still early... Only one solution. Ask to the Lufthansa counter, which is the only one that open at that time. But I think and think. It makes no sense to ask to another airline about the information. So, I just wait near to the airlines offices. While waiting, I saw the Austrian Airline Logo. Phew... Checked out the opening time. Is 6am. So, wait til it open.

6am. I saw someone is there in the counter. Once the drill opened up, I asked to them what had happened to my flight. They told me it was cancelled, and they will arrange another flight for me. And the flight is with KLM, and back through Amsterdam. Ok, not bad. Since I never been to Amsterdam. This is a good oppurtunity to step on that land. :) One thing I noticed, there was only me myself waited outside the counter and asked for the flight. Means there is no another person that took the same flight with me. No wonder the flight was cancelled. Or else, the flight will be bringing only me to Vienna. Hahah...

The replacement flight scheduled at 0915 and arrived in KLIA at 6am(supposingly 4am). What I can complain. Just wait.
0915 Milan Malpensa -> 1110 Amsterdam Schiphol
1200 Amsterdam Schiphol -> 0605 KLIA

I took Alitalia plane to Amsterdam and MAS plane back to KL. The transit in between was only 50 minutes. It should be OK if everything goes smooth. Who knows, the Alitalia plane arrived exactly at 1110, and we need to wait to walk out and I have to head towards the transfer gate to get my boarding pass for the next flight. I was rushing to the transfer gate, and I arrived about 1130am. The officer is a girl. And she got the same kind of eyes like Bello. Very beautiful eyes. :) She told me: You are late for the flight. Now here is the boarding pass, and please go directly to the gate, F6. God knows, the gate is really really far. I saw the sign board saying 20mins with a running icon. 20minutes!!!! How far is that!!! I was with my laptop bag, a small back pack with 2 bottles of red wine and a small/light hang luggage. I was running and walking and running. So so tired. My legs nearly broke when I arrived. There was a queeu where people lining up to go in. There are 2 departure lanes in there. I was really tired.

On the way to the gate, I never forget to see around, cause this is my first time in this airport.
And I realised this airport is really really big. No wonder so many cases of missing luggage when people transit here.

So unfortunate, one of my luggage also left in thie big big airport. And they told me it will arrive in the evening of the same day. Then, they will send to me. Luckily is just the box. Because inside the box are all foods. Haha.. So, on the same day at 6pm, they sent to me my box. Yay!

Another thing was my check-in luggage was broken. The whole handler to the wheels is broken. Even the wheels are missing. When I reported my missing box, I asked to them. And then they pay me back with another almost same size luggage. But a cheaper brand. I told to myself, better than nothing. At least I still can travel next time with it. No need to get a new one.

The flight arrived quite on time. And after finished all the procedures, I took the taxi around 7.30am and arrived home about 8.45am.

What a horrible day for me. Was very very tired after walking here and there. But one thing was, the MAS plane is very good. A lot of programs to watch and a lot of musics to listen to. Not bad not bad. No wonder they said MAS air tickets is expensive. They provide very nice service. At least I feel comfortable.

Back to home, to see Papa and Mama is the nicest thing. But, really sad to leave Italy. I really hope I can stay there longer. Maybe just pray to have the chance to go there more often. :)

"Empty Can Makes The Most Noise"

I had a wonderful evening.
-First time on the motor-bike in Italy. Since few years I never ride on a bike. The last time should be behind my ex. But I cannot remember when was it. It was really long long time ago.
-First time go/reach the top of Montevecchia. The weather was very good. The sun is still shining up to 8pm++. If the air is bit more clearer, I can even see the Duomo in the Center of Milano. Unfortunately, there was a bit cloud far far away., that blocked the Duomo. The air was very refreshing.
-First time went out with my boss. We shared our thoughts. And, we found out that we have some similarities. He said I might can be like him one day. I wonder whether I can.
-First time really tried the white wine, Vino Bianco. Not bad. Is my boss favourite wine. He prefers bianco than rosso, and he told also the reason.
-First time seeing the night view from a hill. Night scene of Milano. Was very beautiful. But was a little bit cold because I was at the back seat of the bike in the night. The legs nearly frozen.

And finally, I got a big hug and a different kinda kiss from my boss.
Only one kiss. And that's was really warm and comfortable.

Bacio.

Another time, I back to the environment that I used to stay for 1 year.
Italy!!!!

I went for a short trip this time. Only 3weeks. I hope it can be longer. Doesn't matter, I know there will be the next time. :)

That day is 14thMay, early in the morning. The flight is 0035.
It's a long long Q that going into C12 gate, that will lead us to the Austrian Airlines plane. And I can see mostly of them in the Q are foreigner. I can say is 99% are foreigner.I suddely feel like I am not in Malaysia. There are a lot of them. In my mind is thinking: I wonder how many people can go into this air plane. It must be a big big plane. The is the first time I travel with Austrian Airlines.

Next time I will try KLM. But, KLM don't have personal TV..
/hmmm....